My IG-diary: week 4/52

I can’t believe january is moving so fast. Let’s take a look at my IG-diary of last week.

Heart-of-a-Buddha-Do-not-Dwell-in-the-past.-Do-not-dream-of-the-future.-Concentrate-the-mind-on-the-present-moment.

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On monday I started with a healthy breakfast with yoghurt. I haven’t been feeling well, so I wanted my breakfast to be quick.

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I posted my second IG-diary.

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It was Blue monday, the most depressing day of the year. And when I looked outside I saw this. I must admit, I felt blue and sick. I had to cancel all of my appointments.

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When I took my sweet ceasar for a walk the blue was gone, but the fog was still there. I kinda looked like Narnia.

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I did my homework. You can read all about this diary here!

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On this day my husband and I celebrated our 6 months of marriage.

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On tuesday I started to feel a lot worse and I realized I had an urinary infection. A green smoothie had to make me feel better.

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Because I was still waiting for my testresults to come in, I decided to take matters in my own hand and use natural antibiotics. Slices of fresh garlic.

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Some crochet to destract my from worrying thoughts.

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Fresh flowers to cheer me up. I love pink!

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That night I started the second row of my moodblanket!

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I woke up wednesdaymorning hearing the geese pass by my house. They flew in a V-shape. It was beautiful. Can you see them?

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I saw this at my sisters FB. It made my laugh. That’s a good start of a new day. I still felt sick.

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Breakfast!

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In the evening I made another square for my moodblanket. I chose Grape!

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Oh no, my tulips were overblown. But they still look beautiful.

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Inspired by the colour of my tulips I started another pillowcase. I started to make 25 small granny squares.

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I watched Downton Abbey and had to cry. I watched the last two episodes and there was a beautiful scene between Mrs. Hughes and Mr. Carson! My sweet Ceasar came to check out if I was allright. Don’t know what I would do without him.

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I continued with my pillowcase.

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And another soft peach square, which stands for stressed. In my current situation I find it really hard to feel uncomfortable. When feeling sick I worry.

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On friday I had such a bad day: more stress, waiting for testresults, calling the doctorsoffice ten times, a lack of understanding by closed ones. I couldn’t take it anymore. I felt as bad as I felt a couple of months ago and that scared me. Thank god, I got the antibiotics. So fridaynight I did a lot of crochet to destract myself and calm myself down.

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Making rows..

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My husband is what really got me through this day! My situation is also very difficult for him. But he’s here, listening and comforting me. I love him so much. That’s why I chose the colour Pomegranate which stands for Loved.

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Saturdaymorning with snow! Everything feels and looks better with snow.

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Happy with my made over flowerpots. They had a dark colour. I think this looks a lot better.

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I want to do a DIY with this dish, but I don’t have any ideas. Please let me know if you have a great idea!

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Making more rows. I still felt really sick.

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I finished the front of this granny square! Happy with the result.

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Mexican comfort food made by my sweet husband.

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On sundaymorning I started with my green smoothies again. I need more vitamins.

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I decided to not feel sick anymore. I was already behind with the update of my moodblanket. So I made pictures and put it online.

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My husband and I did some interiorshopping. Shopping always makes me feel a bit better. It felt good to get some fresh air and leave the house. At night I made two squares and went to bed early. I want to leave this week behind. I know Buddha says.. Focus on the path not the destination. I am really working hard to do so. But I just want to start over again. This week I felt really deppressed and I don´t want to anymore. So let´s make a new start!

I wish you all a great week and I hope I can post a more uplifting diary next week.

Love,

Nadya

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